doing the right thing can be so foreign. it just doesn't feel so good. and i don't want to do it. i want to bang some whores. and forget. whew... it's amazing how people can go from one affliction to another. all to avoid what's real. and the truth. addictions. obsessions all for the same thing... to forgot.

how comfortable it is to sumber and dream of another world that is based on nothing real.