Thursday, July 29, 2010

the tree the frog and ryan

tree; and in this tree is a frog. but this not a ordinary frog; nor an ordinary tree; and not an ordinary forrest.

Ryan was on one of his daily walks. His was a new part of the forrest he was exploring. far deeper into the mouth of the adjacent mountains.

This morning was quite a bit longer for good reason. Ryan is disturbed and uneasy.

across a sparkling stream; littered with smooth stones. Ryan played hop scotch across.

over a fallen giant tree; with a stop sign perched at the top from a recent storm

and through a crevasse; opened up a small but deep ravine. a small forest nestled at the bottom. too large for the ravine; but that though quickly passed as Ryan ventured down and deeper.



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the tree...is a magic tree; an ancient tree. a seedling burrowed up from the heart of the earth. a wise tree. but stuborn tree... he seemed to pay much head to the fact that man had little use for tree's nature and other such ancient passings. the glory days of man and tree co-existing in love and respect had long passed.



Wednesday, July 28, 2010

train.... i am a train... onto destination oblivion; but not the normal oblivion. the ordinary world of self destruction. no i am off to a oblivion of what preset ... of what seems up or down right or wrong.

a morning train. orange, light bright.

it is an quite empty train.

this train is an obscure destination.

stop

lets simpliy

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lets talk about parents

you know that biological connection that many o fus denigh or try to disconnect. reset
a adolecence and adult life of rebelion

a laundry list of grievances
a molotov coctail
suicide bomber
for no good reason.

refuge

refuge… to sit in the shade of you. wonderful it is; but how alluring the world is.


rebirth in samsara...

we are all stained.

we are here to wash the karmic wash of this existence


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more

better

different

i need to change

different

better

a pretier girlfriend

a better situation

a better life


more better different


that is not who i am anymore


then what?


good question.